jireh is a realist.
18 on the day of A level GP paper.
getting interested in photography.after a levels i would like to learn hiphop but i think i am the kind with 2 left feet. perhaps i'd pick up the guitar. or fine tune my piano skills. and learn french. hopefully i will be able to embark on all these grand plans and master something new with my pathetic weekends.
i have never experienced love. i have never looked at anyone and felt all fuzzy. all i have ever experienced, and this is sad, is lust, loneliness, and obligation.
Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 5:12 PM
Everyday the same.
Quite fucked up and depressed everyone keeps asking me questions. Even for things like maths when I obviously suck. Stop asking me things! I don't know everything! I only can give very basic answers leh then you all ask me to explain what concept what nonsense one like HUHHHH ASK THE TEACHER LEH. I think I teach very badly leh. As in I understand how to do and stuff but just don't know how to convey in words.
Feeling vvvv stressed now and I'm so scared I cannot get my 7 distinctions (cos I know H3 hard to get distinction so merit). Help me. Fuck I cannot get anything less than straight As.
Anyway saw this on youtube, MJC maths department "Nobody" video. EH quite funny leh why my school maths department not so fun one? :(